words from me

its funny when u see nothin but clouds in your eyes...
pain is wat u feel from not livin it up....
what is livin it up?
goin out every weekend? gettin throwed?
thats what i thought...
until i realized that at the end of each night....
when i closed my eyes....i was alone....
i understand that we are young and all...but damn yo...
how many times...????
how many times do u have to go out...and fall asleep alone...
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i think its dead....
u see the same faces in the club and yall all lookin for different people...its funny...lol
damn yo...
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a yo...i seen u....
i seen your eyes....
i looked into your heart...
i saw something that will last with me forever...
i pray im not the dumbass here...
but just b/c of my current location...I DONT CARE...
its funny how u can want somethin so bad...u get it...and lose it...its not your fault....and not b really sure if u want it again...
i really dont know...
im so real...
U MAY SAY THE TIMING WAS OFF...BUT...IT WAS PERFECT......
its just a matter of u accepting...lol
idk...
goodnight...
i love life...
i may have my ups and downs...but damnit...at least im havin somethin...lol