Girls.... Oh Boy...:-\

I really do love girls yo. I do wish they all loved me. Ha ha. Over the last few years my luck with females has been really up and down. Growing up I was really shy and my facetious personality really wasn't much of a turn-on to the ladies; good thing that i played sports. :) I slimmed off, started standing out in sports and then girls began to accept me for the young man that I was. The only thing that really carried on with me was that I am very picky. Every girl that I "talk" to has to be my dream girl. I have been with some very nice looking females, but there was always something about them that just messed everything up. Either they had a really FUCKED up personality OR I just saw a better looking girl. Trust me, I am not shallow in any kind of way but DAMN!!!! I want to be atracked to a girl that I like. Now it's all coming back to bite me in my big ass. HA! I think that NO GIRLS like me. The reason why I feel like that is because none of the girls that I like; like ME! And some of them are just acting stipid. There are a lot of girls out there that like me, but i just don't like them like that. I am really the person that has no problem what so ever with being friends witha girl. But a lot of these ladies want my "gillies" hahaha. Not gonna happen. I seriously need to stop being so picky. Little shit like: her legs, nose, hair, teeth, smile, and having bad breath ONE day has been reasons to why I stop talking to a girl FOREVER!!!! wow. I know, it's crazy. I let a lot of beautiful "good" young women walk right past me. I will get it together.